The Last Body
A single mother, there still have government assistance for single mothers to guide and care, now I am dating a really nice guy, his name is wenie the pooh In fact, all the men I date are very nice and we more often than not continue being friendly even though our romantic relationship ends, But I have a habit of cutting them out of my life and putting an end to it when I even get an inkling that they are starting to be even somewhat harmful to me and my distressing ability to be a good mom, and therefore, in turn, my daughter, It’s the classic “scared by the risk of putting your heart out on the line,” but I don’t know how else to operate because my daughter’s father scarred me, I’m exhausted by the “search” for the right guy and honestly, I have my little boy. He has already been abandoned by his father at three months of age so the idea of bringing a new man into his life that could possibly leave him again is terrifying to me. Sure I don’t want to be hurt again but honestly… I’m more concrned about my son’s well being; I sometimes think it would be nice for him to have some sort of “father figure” in his life, a man to look up to… to do “manly” things with. To teach him how to pee standing up lol… Then sometimes i really like the fact that it’s just us.
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